""everybody asks me how she's doing...has she really lost her mind...and i say...i couldn't tell you...i've
lost mine" - Dave Matthews
"I know, I know, you're a feminist, and that's adorable, but this is grown up time, and I'm the man." - Peter
"We hope your rules and your wisdom choke you." - Radiohead
"Everyone defines everyone else, well I don't give a fuck. Label me whatever the hell you want. I just want to be
left alone. So I can wear my thrift shop clothes and not have mohawked hair or the most perfect spikes. So I can like whatever
band I like. I know who I am, don't label me cause you can't tell me who to be. And if you don't think I'm "punk",
I don't give a fuck. I won't be a clone."
"If I lose the light of the sun, I will write by candlelight, moonlight, no light. If I lose paper and ink, I will
write in blood on forgotten walls. I will write always. I will capture nights all over the world and bring them to you."
- Henry Rollins
I'll bet you would think this quote would have been said within the past 12 months...
"In a nation that was proud of hard work, strong families, close-knit communities, and our faith in God, too many
of us now tend to worship self-indulgence and consumption. Human identity is no longer defined by what one does, but by what
one owns. But we've discovered that owning things and consuming things does not satisfy our longing for meaning. We've learned
that piling up material goods cannot fill the emptiness of lives which have no confidence or purpose.
The symptoms of this crisis of the American spirit are all around us. For the first time in the history of our country
a majority of our people believe that the next 5 years will be worse than the past 5 years. Two-thirds of our people do not
even vote. The productivity of American workers is actually dropping, and the willingness of Americans to save for the future
has fallen below that of all other people in the Western world.
As you know, there is a growing disrespect for government and for churches and for schools, the news media, and other
institutions. This is not a message of happiness or reassurance, but it is the truth and it is a warning.
These changes did not happen overnight. They've come upon us gradually over the last generation, years that were filled
with shocks and tragedy." Jimmy Carter in a speech written in 1979 his very famous malaise speech.
"The World you Love" - Jimmy Eat World
I got a story it's almost finished,
And all I need is someone to tell it to;
Maybe that's you.
Our time is borrowed and spent too freely.
Every minute I have needs to be made up,
I'm looking for a nice way to say, "I'm out."
I want out.
I fall asleep with my friends around me,
The only place I know I feel safe;
I'm gonna call this home.
The open road is still miles away.
Hey nothing serious,
We still have our fun.
Or we had it once.
windows open and close,
just how it goes.
Don't it feel like sunshine
we love forever gone.
only just as happy
everyone else seems to think we are.
I'm in love with the ordinary;
I need a simple space
To rest my head,
and everything gets clear.
well I'm a little ashamed for asking
But just a little helps,
It gets me straight again;
Helps me get over it, over it.
It might seem like a dream
But it's real to me.
Don't it feel like sunshine after all?
The world we love forever gone.
We're only just as happy
As everyone else seems to think we are.
You should see the canals are freezing,
You should see me high.
You should just be here,
Be with me here.
It doesn't seem there's hope for me,
I let you down.
But I won't give in now,
Not for any amount.
it feel like sunshine after all?
The world we love forever gone.
We're only just as happy
As everyone else seems to think we are.
If you watch the show Jack and Bobby. The mother Grace
gave this speech at the end of one of those episodes. The speech is amazing. Read it!
"Good evening. I want to welcome you tonight to...
For some of you this night marks a return to your college
life, for some of you a new beginning. And so, upon the eve of the tremendous journey upon which you are all embarking, I'd
like to offer you a thought to take with you. Listen carefully: you will fail here. All of you. College is not the culmination
of your high school career. It is the beginning of your adult life. Only it is a slow sweet beginning that feels nothing like
what life and all the attending obligations will eventually bring. So fail here... This is your chance.
Do things you know you can't do, or think you can't
do but hope in your deepest most secret hidden heart that you can.
Be bad at things. Be embarrassed. Be vulnerable. Go
out on a limb. Or two. Or twelve.
The harder you fall, the farther you'll rise. And the
louder you fail, the clearer the distant bell of your future will ring. Failure is a gift. Welcome it. There are people who
spend their lives wondering how they became the people they became, how certain chances passed them by and why they didn't
take the road less traveled. Those people are not you.
You have the front-row seat to your own transformation.
And in transforming yourself, you might just transform the world. Believe that, and embrace the new person you're becoming.
This is your moment. Now. Not ten minutes from now, not tomorrow, really now. Know that, truly in your bones, and wake up
each morning remembering it. And then keep going. "
Whats going on in my Life? February 6, 2006
Ok wow, its been REALLY fucking long since I've
updated this shit, june 24th or something and well since that time ALOT has happened. Still a manager at Abercrombie in King
of Prussia. Christmas sucked there, well i mean it was good just worked alot. But i'm making money which is good. Went to
St. Thomas for a week in the middle of january which was nice and relaxing especially since it was 80 every day compared to
the shitty 30 it is here! Other than that my life has been relatively consistant. Got a 4.0 last semester but really i took
Golf and marketing classes that was it, so if i didn't get a 4.0 I would've been slightly pissed! anyway, I will probably
be redoing this site tonight so enjoy!
|Oh My God it's Him, it's Chris Grebe!
For KRISTEN.... So
Beckham gets traded to Real Madrid, SCREWING up our perfect plans, what to do now? Well you marry a Columbian Druglord from
CUba, lol, you hack him up into little pieces, call my ass up, i go down there and we rule the columbia drug trade for the
rest of our,gloriously excessivly wealthy lives!
Little Kelly Martin
Deserves a Shout out for being such a good friend, up in this mothafucka. Seriously, the best part about you,
is that i can not talk to you, be pissed at you, completely write you off frome existance, and all three have happened since
i met you a little under four years ago and STILL.... STILL you come back strong and i realize how much of a wonderful friend
you really are. You are one of the few, the select few in which nothing, whatsoever is out of bounds, i can tell you anything
and i hope you can tell me anything as well. I Love you, and am glad you are who you are, never change.
Top Five Reasons to work at Abercrombie ( struggling for ideas here)
1. the discount
2. so you can have a job in which you do next to nothing except look pretty
3. Do you have any idea how many hot girls shop there?
4. Do you have any idea how many hot girls work there?
5. Hot, young under age girls will flirt with you like it is there job ( need i say more!)
and with that i will end with my favorite pervert quote ever
"That's what i like about them high school girls, I get older, they stay the same age" -
Dazed and Confused.
College should be about friends, it should be about being yourself, and having the time of your life. It should be about skipping that
9 o clock class because you spent the past 12 hours drinking until you saw double on a tuesday night. It should be about doing
things you would never even think about doing but figure what the hell whats the worse that can happen. College is the one
of the rare oppourtunities in our lives that can define who we are, truly decide who we are. We are independent, but yet dependent
on each other at the same time. College is finding those people who are like you, and embracing life. Skip classes, spend
the money you don't have, eventually you will get out of debt, be spontaneous and drive to parts unknown to see a friend in
another school, become who you truly want to become for the rest of your life, don't do what others want you to do, those
people will only sit in the stands of your life, they aren't up to bat when you are, and if your not happy, than what is the
pursuit of life really for? College helps a 18 year old child become the adult he or she was born to be, it carefully begins
to show us the real world before it throws us out there, it can be the most amazing four plus years of our lives if we let
it, there is plenty of time to grow up and be responsible, Have fun and be real while you still can. That is what college
Not sure what I want here now
Movie you must check out...Boondock Saints...
Why? Why not, if you haven't heard of this movie, just rent it. If you have heard of this movie, you probably have it
on DVD and haven't watched in a few weeks. So watch it tonight!!!!
"Now you will receive us, we do not
ask for your poor or your hungry. We do not want your tired and sick. It is your corrupt we claim. It is your evil that will
be sought by us with every breath we shall hunt them down. Each day we will spill their blood until it rains down from the
sky." Do not kill, do not rape, do not steal. These are principles which every man of every faith can embrace." These are not polite suggestions. These are codes of behavior and those of you that ignore them will pay
the days cost."
There are varying degrees of evil. We urge you lesser forms
of filth no to push the bounds and cross over into true corrupt, into our domain.
if you do, you one day will look behind you and you will see we three, and on that day, you will repent. And we will send
you to whatever god you wish
And shepherds we shall be, for Thee, My Lord,
for Thee. Power hath descended forth from Thy hand that our feet may swiftly carry out Thy command. So we shall flow a river
forth to Thee, and teeming with souls shall it ever be."
In nomine patrie...et
fili... et spiritu sancti." - Boondock Saints